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MrUnfortunate
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Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I play games, write, draw and do stuff. On the off chance that this isn't a silly phase, I think I have finally found my calling in life and that is art. Drawing and writing to be specific. I hope to improve and aim to not only take classes to get the hang of things more but to eventually progress into animation, double down and really start creating stuff.


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    So the semester is nearly over and I'm just exhausted, especially right now as I've been feeling very disconnected from myself. Running on five hours of sleep five days a week coupled with anxiety and hints and sprinkles of depression and isolation does things to your head, man. These last couple days I haven't been able to think straight and have been very absent minded on the road. Nothing has happened, thankfully, but it's enough to keep me a little on edge. There's a bit of disillusionment but a bit of disconnect that I've been feeling lately like I'm disconnected from what my body is doing and I've been having an odd time differentiating dreams, and thoughts, from reality. I've been feeling disconnected from me. 

    Beyond that, one thing that's really been eating away at me lately is just a general feeling that I'm sure nearly everyone here has felt at some point. I often feel like a phony or just a no name amateur who doesn't belong among the giants sitting beside me. There's people having fun in these art classes, people who are so skilled that brighter futures are guaranteed, and then there's me just kind of there. Me, the person who does not belong. It's funny, this feeling is actually kind of pushing me to make something out of it and, who knows, maybe I will. That and I feel like I'm the ugliest, most unattractive, repulsive guy on campus. So, yeah, there's that too. 

    So, that's mostly how I've been feeling. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go be forever alone and play the new Metallica album a bunch.
  • Listening to: METALLICA: Hardwired... To Self Destruct! (Album)
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Christmas stuff
  • Playing: Bits and pieces of stuff and things
  • Eating: Some of the things!
  • Drinking: Lots of water

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    So the semester is nearly over and I'm just exhausted, especially right now as I've been feeling very disconnected from myself. Running on five hours of sleep five days a week coupled with anxiety and hints and sprinkles of depression and isolation does things to your head, man. These last couple days I haven't been able to think straight and have been very absent minded on the road. Nothing has happened, thankfully, but it's enough to keep me a little on edge. There's a bit of disillusionment but a bit of disconnect that I've been feeling lately like I'm disconnected from what my body is doing and I've been having an odd time differentiating dreams, and thoughts, from reality. I've been feeling disconnected from me. 

    Beyond that, one thing that's really been eating away at me lately is just a general feeling that I'm sure nearly everyone here has felt at some point. I often feel like a phony or just a no name amateur who doesn't belong among the giants sitting beside me. There's people having fun in these art classes, people who are so skilled that brighter futures are guaranteed, and then there's me just kind of there. Me, the person who does not belong. It's funny, this feeling is actually kind of pushing me to make something out of it and, who knows, maybe I will. That and I feel like I'm the ugliest, most unattractive, repulsive guy on campus. So, yeah, there's that too. 

    So, that's mostly how I've been feeling. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go be forever alone and play the new Metallica album a bunch.
  • Listening to: METALLICA: Hardwired... To Self Destruct! (Album)
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Christmas stuff
  • Playing: Bits and pieces of stuff and things
  • Eating: Some of the things!
  • Drinking: Lots of water
That feeling when you have a ton of work to do but can't focus at all... I have that feeling right now.

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ScribbleParadise Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! Do you want to participate on my raffle?
Its free!
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AliceMMH Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2016  Student General Artist
Free - Navi Fairy from Legend of Zelda Thank you so much for the fav [free] miku icon pack 

PLEASE , visit my YOUTUBE and follow me in Twitter ! I follow back kaomoji set 1 4/19 

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chriseastmids Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
many thanks for the fave ad :)
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stevie-wydder Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016
Thank you for the fave ! :)
I invite you to vote (if not already done)  for my poll 'What do you expect the most in my gallery ?' (see my profile page).
The purpose is to know the expectations of those who are interested in my work and to do things they enjoy.
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Dreachie Featured By Owner May 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch ! ! uwu!!
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PixelationGirl Featured By Owner May 24, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch <3
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NudeTaylor Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Wonderful work! 
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MrUnfortunate Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks :D
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NudeTaylor Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
You are welcome!  If you like my look and ever need reference photos, I would be honored to give some to you from my private collection.  I have thousands that are not posted on dA (that also fully show my face) - everything from classic nudes to highly erotic.  Please let me know your thoughts and keep up the great work! 

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notofthisearth Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016
Thank You for the favorite :)

:peace: Billy
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